WHEN A BIRD SINGS....

Well, I've had a few shots of Pravda Vodka (what a fancy bottle)...anyways, I just decided to reveal myself in my drunken state. My boyfriend states that he believes that we are most honest when we are intoxicated. At first, I totally denied it; however, I started to think about every time I'm drunk and things I decided to do. I do believe that we tend to say whatever we are thinking while we are drunk. Sometimes it takes a little "influence" to help you be a little bit more real. Thats kind of weird. But its slight reality!! Have you ever been a drunk dialer? What things have you said as a drunk dialer? Anything that I have said as I drunk dialer/text-er has not never been the truth, I just wished I never revealed myself. This was a lot easier than I thought typing while Im intoxicated. I guess because I was so focused on getting my point across while talking on the phone at the same time. My boyfriend is the one who got me drunk tonight. Yea we drink togethe...

It was back in elementary when I met the first guy that I figured was my everything. I could remember dreaming about him. He was the cutest thing walking the playground. I can remember writing down in my diary and describing every little baby muscle that I notice about him, how I enjoyed watching him play basketball, and how I loved it when he wore that white tank top. Yea, it was puppy love. The thing about this whole situation is that I don't even remember how we actually became an item. But it did happen and we was one of the "known" couples in my elementary. Now some people may be thinking "Wow, elementary...does that even count?" Well growing up in West Oakland and attending Prescott Elementary it definitely did. I remember hearing stories of little girls and boys doing "the nasty" on the roof, in the traffic storage room, etc. I recall friends of minds cutting (yes, cutting in elementary) school to go to the store for black n milds and ...

These few words, I just knew I wouldn't hear pass high school. I don't know how other ladies feel, but I am so tired of this line. Do I really need to explain how I am hearing it? Well, when guys try to get at you this is what some call out. This is not all the time;however, it still happens quite frequently. I find it so annoying because it just lacks any kind of creativity. First of all, why are you calling me from a distance. Do you really expect for me to walk to you? Now when I first started this whole "boy chase girl" game, I admit I would walk to some guys. BUT THAT WAS EARLY JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL!! It didn't take long to start requesting that they meet me half way. By the time I was in high school, I wasn't walking to anyone...If you had something to say to me then you needed to catch up with me. Now, at 22 I still have to hear this sh*t. Why do some guys ask you for your name and then immediately ask for your number? WHAT!?! Fool, you never ...

I think that could have been the best song that India Arie could have made, well one that is so relevant to me. I decided to lock my hair...umm, sometime back in October. My reason being, I got tired of straighten my hair. I was tired of my straight hair hindering me from doing everyday things in life i.e. working out, swimming, "going hard in the club". I was tired of saying "Girl, I can't sweat out my hair." It just started to sound real dumb. I also said back in high school when graduate from college then I would lock it up. My rational back then was I believed I would have grown to a point in which I would be comfortable with my nappy hair. So anyways, I first went natural. I took out my braids and started to wear my hair in its natural state. Let me tell you, that was hard!! My hair was so hard to manage. So, I just got lazy and was like "I'm just locking this sh*t up." When I starting to lock my hair, I started to notice the diffe...