WHEN A BIRD SINGS....

Not really knowing what to expect when you decide to make commitments.. But what I have learned about love is that you have to be open to "being loved".. I have loved plenty.  However, being loved in the most genuine way was initially difficult... I am talking about love you don't have to fight for.. Love that comes running for you.. Love that makes you a priority.. Love that do whatever it takes to make you feel secure. This love came in a package sent to me by God... I was resistant after first, but when I removed my rose-tented glasses, I was able to see all I ever needed to see.. It didn't take a ring for me to know I wanted to commit (but that's cool too - in my hoodrat voice).. Once I made the decision to create life with him, I made my commitment there. I do not make these decisions lightly and I cannot predict the future.. I can only say in this present day...I am content, I am happy and I am willing.. I love you my Marvelous...

So, at this point, I look obviously pregnant. However, I am still getting those looks from folks where they aren't too sure, so they just decide to stay silent. But, I do have folks that just come out with it "are you pregnant?" Well, luckily I can respond yes! lol because that would be totally embarrassing for all parties.  My cravings have mostly settled down (besides the urge for the $1 McChicken and the occasional frozen hot pickle lol). But, my appetite is just all over the place. It is like when I hear something, then I instantly want it. But that could also change. So, I am still not cooking as much as I would like, but I put forth the effort mostly for the man in the house. He be missing my cooking lol. The pregnancy hormones do have me bugging sometimes. I get extra emotional about stuff. I am already a very emotional person; although, I have a hard exterior. I cry quite often lol. And now it doesn't take much for someone to hurt my feelings or for me to ...