Everything that totally has me bothered right now.. We won't get to much into detail about finances...but just note that I don't have it! I'm trying to figure out a clever way to get on the Uncle Sam's list to send me a check without having to pop one out!! Life...OMG!! Grad School is about to start and thats totally frightening!! Love...that shit just stinks! Seems like every time I give myself completely to someone..i am just hurt! Is it meant for me? Because i am ready to give up on this sh*t. I try to put myself in my daughters shoes. even though she doesnt exist yet (so for the future, i am sorry my love for putting so much pressure on you before you are even here) But i ask myself...would i want my daughter to be dealing with this? Is it possible that there are some people on this earth who is just not meant to give love? I am having a hard time believing that...but hey! we are all not built the same I am really trying, and it seems as if i just continue to fail ...
A space for me to share bits and pieces of this journey we are all on.