WHEN A BIRD SINGS....

Everything that totally has me bothered right now.. We won't get to much into detail about finances...but just note that I don't have it! I'm trying to figure out a clever way to get on the Uncle Sam's list to send me a check without having to pop one out!! Life...OMG!! Grad School is about to start and thats totally frightening!! Love...that shit just stinks! Seems like every time I give myself completely to someone..i am just hurt! Is it meant for me? Because i am ready to give up on this sh*t. I try to put myself in my daughters shoes. even though she doesnt exist yet (so for the future, i am sorry my love for putting so much pressure on you before you are even here) But i ask myself...would i want my daughter to be dealing with this? Is it possible that there are some people on this earth who is just not meant to give love? I am having a hard time believing that...but hey! we are all not built the same I am really trying, and it seems as if i just continue to fail ...

If I wanna go...would you come leave far away from here...where no one knows us; and the energy of the earth just allows us to be If I wanna go..would you come? Fly to a place...where the moon is brighter than the sun; but our glow is what guides us If I wanna go...would you come? Land at a place where only love and peace is allowed...but our fire sometimes spark controversy Wherever I go...I just want you there...so this is only a clever way of asking...Do you mind taking place of my shadow?

LOL!! Have you ever flipped through a men's underwear catalog? Well...try it, you may get slightly aroused!! lol I'm Just Sayin'

Yo!! One of my new favorite artist...check her out

Yo!! Whats up with this? Why are all religious leaders male: Jesus, Buddha (the well known one), Muhammad, Hindu Leader What I don't understand is why do males have so much power? I mean...even God is referred to as "him." I find this to be very odd... First of all...WOMEN CAN CREATE LIFE WITH OUT YOU ALL!! (well all we have to do is milk you all for sperm...and we all know its not hard to do that, lol)

I know its hot outside...wearing less: OHH I am all about that!! But please let your skin BREATHE!! Wearing clothes that does not cling to your skin is so much more attractive then the tight, cutting off your booty shorts!!

This is the life long question: why do good girls date bad guys? [Random: I was in the line for traffic court and there was a very "colorful"woman standing in front of me. Colorful meaning she was loud and obnoxious. lol But anyways, she made a valid point: "Why our baby daddy's are no good, but are man is"] Anyways, I don't have a baby daddy (and I hope not to never refer to the father of my children as such) but i understand her point. I know I have definitely fallen for the rough on the edges kind. Someone who if I was to write down our behavioral characteristics they just wouldn't align. Possessive Selfish Cocky Hood (in one way or another) So why do we feel the need to filter through the bad ones, and even some of us decide to have our children with them. Then when the good one comes along..we kind of don't know how to respond. It is as if we do not feel deserving. So why don't we? Some level of insecurity there. Speaking for myself. ...