WHEN A BIRD SINGS....

Since when did we need a female version of a hustla...can't a girl just be called a hustla. I don't get it...and just cuz Beyonce made a song, and you know the lyrics...DOESN'T MAKE U A DIVA!! Sorry, I'm a hater..lol

With our new President being a son of a Black man and white woman...people have been feeding on the fact is he really black? I actually had a coworker (of European descent) question why are they calling him a black man and not mulatto? I just wanted to drop a little history, that I am sure we are all aware of; but, in the event we are not...here it is The "One Drop Rule" started during the Jim Crow era in the south in order to further disenfranchise Black people and poor whites. As you know, Black people did not have the same rights as whites...so it just empowered the white middle and upper class. The "one drop rule" stated that anyone with a traceable bloodline of African ancestry would be considered Black. This way of defining Blackness was not the same worldwide, but was determinant factor in the US. The scientist figured that people should identify with their "subordinate" blood. So this is why "one drop rule" was ONLY designated for Blacks ...

Sometimes I just feel as if I am existing. As if everything around me is the same. I wake up to the same routine and nothing has changed. Nothing new...my response to "What'd you do today" ..."Ohh, nothing new...same ol same ol." I know currently I feel like I'm not progressing...I live at home, my job is quickly coming to an end, I have a handful of friends and my BF is in Georgia. I suppose when I was in college, I was always accomplishing something. I was always moving forward. New things always happen. Now afterwards...I feel stagnant...stuck in time My BF asked me last night did I have any friends who had motivations to move forward, goals and things they wanted to accomplished. After thinking about it, I figured I didn't have many. Could my own default be the result of my company? There is some truth in that because I don't have anyone to motivate me in the things that I need to do. I guess I have to start relying more on myself. Make myself in...

I've decided to start drawing again...I used to doodle here and there back in high school...i don't think I've touched a pencil to draw since then...so i wanted to share with everyone my journey to increasing my inner artist... Hopefully this will last, and its not just a fazed...cuz i spent $10 on a sketch book!! lol I know I haven't posted an updated pic about my weight loss...thats cuz it hasn't happen...the booty is winning that war.. I know Tinker is a little suspect...but give me a break!!

PLEASE DON'T WERE THIS SHIRT OUT!! IM OFFICIALLY OVER IT!!

I just so happened to be listening to Aaliyah's "one in a million"...and wow, I miss Aaliyah...I wonder what would the R&B music be if she was still living...but anyways this blog is not about Aaliyah.. When this CD came out...I think I was in the 6th grade because I remember getting for my 6th grade promotion...and I'm just thinking about a love that is one in a million...a soulmate...does that really exist? Is there really only one person on this earth that you are meant to be with? Well I've been thinking a lot about whether or not my life is pre-destined...I believe that I am here for a purpose...what that purpose is, I am not sure...but I do know that God has a purpose for me...so maybe I believe the decisions that I am make allow me to determine my own destiny...however, if I have a purpose, then are the decisions something that was going to happen anyways? I said that to say because then that would mean that along the journey of life that is "prede...

Is it normal to get jealous? To be mad because he is having fun with someone? To get angry because I called wasn't answered or a return phone call wasn't within 10 minutes? Does love have anything to do with being jealous? Or is it an ego thing? Why do we get jealous if there is trust? Can there really be trust if you get jealous? Because you feel that way does it mean that you think he's unfaithful? How normal is jealousy? Are girls more jealous than boys?