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So....I decided to drink tonite...why? I guess because I have been working hella hard this week and the f*cking strike is NEXT WEEK!! SO...I'm like f*ck it!! I'm drinking tonight!! Well anyways me and the Boyfriend are having a drink together....my drink of choice was Jack and Vanilla Coke...yeah people say i'm hella old for drinking Jack and Coke...but i love it...i mean i F*CKING love it...and screw what other people think...my boyfriend drink of choice is Ever Williams and Coke...its a Whiskey, so our mines was in the same place....

Well right now...im on some i dont give a f*ck what other people think...but in reality i think that what other people have to say about you does seem to determine your behavior sometime...i hate it when people are like that they just dont care what other people think....i do believe that there are people who are like this...but that is slim...lets be honest with ourselves...sometimes we don't wanna hear the why'd you do this or the why'd u do that?

I am so tired with being the same ol Raven. I am ready to just do something that isn't the safe route of doing things. I always play it safe and its getting kind of boring. I am ready to just do something on impulse and think about it later...because right now i have few responsiblities...so i feel like it is the right time to do something a little silly....

I miss my boyfriend...although i'm on the phone with him right now, I love him...he's so great...its kinda of weird the way we don't argue and sh*t like that...we really do good at like "talking things out"...if you haven't tried this in your relationship, then you should...its so great...but F*CK!! we are like 3,000 miles apart and that SUCKS!!

It was so f*cking hot today!! its pretty ridiculous!! but anyways, im over this...and again about the proofreading....i don't really give a f*ck....guess what!! i got a college degree, UCDAVIS...you should get you one...its like an automatic smart card...even if you can't do 5th grade math...HOLLAR!!!
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