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No one is there when i need for them to be there....im tired of just being "convenient" for people....when are people gonna make me an inconvenience and it be okay...i dont know if that makes sense; but it makes sense in my head

FYI you cannot be in love with someone and just say it...it just doesn't make sense...how do they know? just by listening to you? And what love go to do with it anyways!!! So what!! Whats next!! We got that out the way

I feel like I am pretty much wifey material...not to be cocky or anything, but I know I have major potential...25 will be hear shortly, then 30...WTF?!?! when is Prince Charming going to get here!!!

I just want someone to be there when I need him to be there!! Is that too much to ask? To answer when I call? to text when I text? for me to be on his line like he's on mine!! When is it my turn? Am I even ready...

Hey, Blame it on the "Pinot Grigio"

If my EX never taught me anything (which he did teach me a lot though; I can't discredit him...even if I do despise him...sometimes I feel like its all his fault...I was ready...ready to say "F" everything and give him my world...what did he do...he crushed my heart!! whatever, this post isnt about him...) he taught me that intoxicated people are living in their reality. Most sober folks hold back, but get some Jack or Hen in them...they go at a mil a minute...

Well I'm going to sleep now...or at least imma try...I needed someone to talk too...(besides my mom because I know she is going to be the first to read this...lol) but no one was there!!!!!

FTW!!!!!!!

Please send me my Prince Charming, I'm getting tired with the bullsh*t!!!!!!!!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
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  1. Clif SouloOctober 26, 2009 at 12:10 AM

    hmmmm. well...from where i stand aka the guys perspective, I don't like to crush anybody's hopes because prince charming may be out there, but chances are, you may have to polish a man's armor to get your prince. I think it's just a fact of life that more women want that ideal relationship..naw, scratch that. more women are willing to put in the work to have that ideal relationship. i could get into the whole societal issues with how men are brought up and the lack of respect yada yada.

    On a practical level, i think most women are looking for that perfect man, when 9 times out of 10, you have to find that guy that is very good, its just he has these one or two glaring issues, and try an help him grow up outta of it. but hey, just my thoughts.

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  2. Age.BeigeOctober 28, 2009 at 6:27 AM

    Intoxicated people are living their reality...i love tht Raven

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  3. ~RaVenBaBie~November 7, 2009 at 7:15 PM

    I just reread this post for the first time...and its pretty hilarious!! I guess I had a few things to get off my chest that night...you can't blame me...

    But sometimes I can be ...uhh, not really clear on how I want to feel. IDK...I guess I have mix emotions.

    So people say I put on a hard esterior...so I guess that was my (what they call it) uhh, sensitive side.

    But anyways...it is what it is..lol

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  4. ~RaVenBaBie~November 7, 2009 at 7:16 PM

    exterior...(dont try and play me...lol)

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